The wide blue sky

Hey you. Yeah you.
Look at me. Just look at me.
I'm no good. I suck at my life.
There's nothing I'm good at.
I never get the things i ever wanted.
No matter how i fall.
No matter how i fail.
No matter how i pleaded.
I will never get it.
But i will always get up and start moving again.
What i want?

Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because you must get it.

Here I'm standing at the mirror.
Grounding my fist. I hate my life.
One struck, i crumble into million of pieces.
I look down. Thousand of eyes look back.
The broken memories of me.
The strong gust of wind falls.
Blowing me away.

I'm hurt. I'm sad.
The way you run away.
I'm not playing.
I'm not pitying.
Hey, I'm pulling my courage.
To say i like you.
But now i don't wanna say this word.

I want to say I love you.
Love you that i can't breath.
Holding my chest. Begging for air.
Why is this so? I know that it is impossible.
What impossible? Impossible to find another you.
Your different from others. That's what makes you special.
I wanna shout out loud;

Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because I must get it.
Your the sky i want.

Oh blue sky. Your wide.
Majestic and beautiful.
Sometimes hot, sometimes cold.
You portraits thousand of cloud.
You carry the sun.
You stole my heart.

Life is never about love.
I'm moving. I'm going into war.
The war of the society.
New things, New life.
But what i want is you.
The word 'Taylor'; the word 'Tha'
One expensive. One Cheap.
My path of life is dividing.
Leading into thousand of choices.
I want to be savior of thousand.
I want to be curer of disease.
I want to be a lover too.
I wanna shout out so loud the world can hear;

Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because I must get it.
Your the sky i want.
There's only one sky.
I love the wide blue sky.
I love you too.

'Even though I'm not that good in love. I will try to make you happy. I really love you for real'