Loveless. His world of black and white.

Picture of Jian. Editted by Dark Nogisaka



Well. This story is about a blinded boy. He was blinded by love. His name was Loveless.

He fell in love with a girl, because she was a really nice girl. He chased after her for 3 years and never gave up. The sad thing is nothing ever became better. Their relation is same. They were just plain old friends.

For three years, Loveless loved her so much but was always teased by his friends. He always thinks that love should not be counted from the outside, but the inside. He cared for her so much. He cherishes her so much. He was always there for her. He was desperate for her.

After confessing more than 6 times and being rejected every time. Finally a faithful day came. This is a blessing or a Curse?
The girl asks: Do you still like me?
The boy was shy and said: maybe, yes.
The girl said: Hey why don't we become couple?
The boy said: Really? Hmm. Alright then? Ha-ha.
The girl said: Yeah. Well, you don't believe me?
The boy said: Yea. I think I am dreaming. Ha-ha
The girl said: Now I pinch u. Can u feel that?
The boy said: Yea. Ha-ha.
The girl said: Alright. I need to sleep now. It’s already late. Goodnight. Muacks.
The boy was so happy but did not know a dreadful experience was coming.

On the next day;
The boy flirt with his new strand of relation.
The girl did not budge much.
No matter how he sweet talks with her, she did not care.
He was feeling weird of her. He thought to himself, “is this really couple-like? Maybe she’s just shy.”

The tragedy happened to him at night;
The girl said. I don't think I really like you.
The boy said. Why? What did I do? Am I not good enough for you?
The girl replied. Nothing is wrong with you. Its Just me.
The hopes of the boy were shot down. His love shattered into millions of pieces. He was confused, delusional and sad. He was heartbroken.

He wanted to forget everything that ever happens. He threw away his life. He started a new one, forgetting everything about the past. He tried forgetting her for a second; then a minute; then an hour; then a day; then a week; then a month; a year; slowly becoming forever. He lost himself in the process of forgetting her, never to be his old self.

After few Years. The Boy was filled with Hatred and Agony. He found out the truth. Why that faithful day he had been 'dump'. She was desperate for a boyfriend. She wanted someone to be hers. She took advantage of the boy feelings. She accepted without any second thoughts. She broke up without hesitating for the truth lies beneath the lies which was she never did like the boy and she was in love with another guy who has looks, bad personality, bad temper, egoistic and nothing comes goodness from him.

The boy had forgotten the meaning of love. He had lost his life. Start a new and lifeless one. He was suffering madly for few years that it was so hard for him to breath. He cried once a blue moon, blaming everything on him. The boy was loveless. He was lonely. He threw himself away from his friends, lock up in a room of darkness. Not a seep of light penetrating the wall of sorrow and tears. He hates himself. He was a faker, even though he is sad; he would just laugh and smile. Until now, he is still trying to find a new love. He heard that to cure a pain of an old love, he needed to find for a new love. He never succeeded until now. He lives in his world of black and white.

The End