Memories

Here i sleep on my deathbed.. thinking about wat u said..

It was so similar to my forbidden past.. long forgotten.. a painful past..

the words.. i like it.. and also hated it..

i'm afraid tht i will be shattered on the ground again..

I shed a tear.. grab my heart. preventing it to burst..

I cough a dry air. i grab my head.. my hair.. Thinking bout the past..

Listening to gazette - Reila.. i felt my lungs stab.. i felt my heart crumpled..

i might have hurt your feeling or not.. i would apologize for what i did..

if a word should be spoken.. not in message.. but a call. but spoken face to face..

I hate myself for what i am.. for who i am.. I love God and Satan.

I'm Dark Nogisaka.. The burden of sins..