A warm breeze of wind lands on my ice cold cheek. The vast black charcoal sky above me filled with twinkling stars. Colourful stars below the mountain I’m on. I feel amazed at how life is such a wonderful place. From a distance, a couple is sharing their warmth right under a tree. On the left, Small kids walking fast full of excitement. Their parents give a sweet and warm smile. A salary man is sipping a cup of hot drink after a tiring day.
I felt jealous. I felt rage. I felt sorrow. I felt loneliness.
I lost my inspiration. I lost my will to share. I lost my will to think. I lost my will to walk. I lost my will to live. I’m here alone. Knowing there’s no one out there for me. Who would want a useless person? Who would want a lifeless person? Who would want me?
Have you felt completely lost? Have you felt complete sorrow? Have you undergo the feelings of hopeless? Have you lost something dear to you? Have you tainted your hand? Have you felt pure hatred?
My legs feel tired. My eyes are swollen. My chest hurts. My body feels cold. My….. A strong gust of wind blew right through me. I lift both my hands high. I flap my wings. My aim was the sky. Though my wings are broken, I flap it as hard as I go. I can close my eyes. Hearing the blaze of wind. A sudden thud. Siren. At the end, white sound….
